| Wednesday, November 30th, 2005 |
| 1:11 am |
time of your life
Still recovering from post a level pull three thousand words out of your ass hellweek(s) as well as other stuff. When I've gotten everything out of my system you can find me at ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) laurenchoy. December is upon us! Christmas is coming! Presents, shopping, and justifying copious amounts of overspending on virtual crap. Starbucks once again has it's toffee nut latte in the red snowflake cardboard cups. The Aust. people are home. (But I will be in HK and maybe tokyo for a month :( ). But in any case, life in the near foreseeable is looking mighty fine. |
| Friday, November 25th, 2005 |
| 12:44 pm |
MOOOOVING!(Because I want a fresh slate) |
| Thursday, November 24th, 2005 |
| 11:57 am |
exams exams
um, gothic was friggin screwed up. WHAT was WITH that unseen man, i didn't get it at all. was it even gothic? obviously I didn't finish, I only did like half the unseen essay. At most (if UCLES is sympathetic) I'll get like 13. Which is a D. and I had more points for my essay which i didn't manage to squeeze in:( And I think I'm a moron for choosing to do 3 because there was just too much to write. wahh okay this is much worse than prelims. and we all know how well i did for that. Lit is supposed to be my best subject! I'm going to go freak out in the shower now. Okay ONE MORE DAY. JUST ONE MORE FUCKING DAY of the longest two weeks of my life, and I have managaed in just 14 days to create a complete mess of my life. After tomorrow I am changing LJs. |
| Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005 |
| 4:30 pm |
flaming lips
do you realize that you have the most beautiful face do you realize we're floating in space do you realize that happiness makes you cry do you realize that everyone you know someday will die and instead of saying all of your goodbyes let them know you realize that life goes fast it's hard to make the good things last you realize the sun doesn't go down it's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round do you realize do you realize that everyone you know someday will die do you realize that you have the most beautiful face |
| Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005 |
| 11:43 am |
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| Monday, November 21st, 2005 |
| 10:51 pm |
SEA was... disappointing. Like the rest of the A levels. I need a new start. |
| Wednesday, November 16th, 2005 |
| 8:30 pm |
Plans
I've been listening to Death Cab's new(est) album on repeat, courtesy of Nisa Azman who generously burnt a copy for me ever since this morning and throughout the MCQ paper the introduction of Brothers on a Hotel bed kept playing through my head.  I have to admit I feel marginally better, because the memory of yesterday's disaster has started to fade a bit. 'Plans' is awesome though, and I can't wait till Death Cab hits Singapore, though I havent heard anything about that for awhile. I had cramps during the paper it was awfuljustawful. But I guess I forgot about it when I started mulling how to calculate terms of trade in the last three minutes of the paper, I forgot the PX/PM formula gads, so I put B cause "when in doubt put B". |
| Saturday, November 5th, 2005 |
| 9:20 pm |
from this place
I've been reduced to a fruitips chomping tv addict 5 days from my exams; as far as I'm concerned A levels are a lifetime away. This morning I feel so morose and helpless but there wasn't any damn thing I could do about it and I went for tuition and learned nothing and they gave out this new flavoured F&N drink near somerset MRT; it was orange and mango or some horrible combination like that. Charissa bought me fries and I was grateful since I only had one dollar seventy cents in my pocket. And I came home and tried to cook tomyum udon (because my non exam taking alter ego takes on the persona of a domesticated housewife) and I used real crabmeat though my sister couldn't really taste the difference between them and the synthetic ones, the only distinction being the lack of colour and and odd shape but besides that the food was good, and it's been 3 hours and no ones run to the toilet yet. And I haven't done a SINGLE study related productive thing today. I watched the repeats of the Ashlee Simpson Show and Laguna Beach instead. I think I'm a bit of a trainwreck right now. A levels in 5 days, or have I mentioned that already? |
| Sunday, October 16th, 2005 |
| 8:25 pm |
Moet & Chandon
Four hours of work today at the library, which was much better than yesterday (I blame the heat for Saturday's lack of productiveness). Finished a chapter of econs and a productive gothic discussion with Janice. By the end of 45 minutes we had WAYY too many points for two essay questions :) Seriously the only thing sustaining me right now is the prospect of goingcrazy in Marc Jacobs and On Pedder, etc etc in Hong Kong end of the year. And Disneyland with Amanda. I wish December would come quicker. Anyway, friday was the last day of school in PJC. And it's so long farewell to the school I still resent, but I will miss the people, my crazy class and happy hockey mates (sniff)-to those who made the last two years worthwhile- Thank you.  ( +3 ) |
| Friday, October 7th, 2005 |
| 9:40 pm |
bliss etc
Sometimes it baffles me why Shunting is with me. I mean, I sure as hell wouldn't date myself, seeing as I am terribly needy and difficult and selfish and have a knack of making myself extremely disagreeable. Props to you boyfriend, and I'm sorry for the shit i heaped on you today. I swear my mirror is so decieving! It's like those at mango that make you think you're thinner than you are, I look at myself in the mirror in the morning and I think I look okay, notfat in any case but today at Shunting's I was practicing yoga positions in front of his mirrored private door by myself and I realized I resembled a dumping. Okay Lauren, onetoomany cans of campbells for you! (But I can't help it, it's easy as hell to cook. I <3 canned food) And I fully acredit my dismal results to my parents who provided me with the most comfortable bed ever. Well, except when you have 3 other people squished into it (like that time Rachel Perng Jamie stayed over. we were squashed into quarter balls.) Want. To. Sleep. Did I mention I haven't done a single piece of work today? Oi vy. And Jelly: I wish I were in Cali too! I miss you muchly, and hope ameri-ka landofthefree is treating you well. Put thyself into the trick of singularity ---Twelfth Night, Shakespeare |
| Friday, August 26th, 2005 |
| 2:06 pm |
ghetto superstar
I'm always really sleepy on fridays because thursdays are tv nights, so four periods of history first thing in the morning really do not bode well. Anyway today is my dog's birthday! Happy Birthday Miss Misha Pee.  She is very figity figety and does not photograph well so this is the best I could do. She is smelly and obese and often desperate for male attention, but she's incredibly lovable, and in any case my mother prefers her to me. She's four years old today but still acts like a puppy. I went to greenwood for lunch so I took some pictures for piac.blogspot.com. The famous fish and chips:  I do wish my Livejournal was scratch and sniff. Prelims in 16 days! Aye caramba. And I still cannot finish an entire econs essay paper within the time span. @#$% I only managed to complete one full question and two part a's. Although I think my time management for gothic unseen is a little better now, but I've got to see my results first I guess. grumble grumble whine and mumble. |
| Thursday, August 11th, 2005 |
| 3:53 am |
bright eyes at 4am
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We are nowhere and it's now
You took a ten-minute dream in the passengers seat/ While the world it was flying by/ I haven’t been gone very long/ But it feels like a lifetime
I’ve been sleeping so strange at night/ Side effects they don’t advertise/ I’ve been sleeping so strange/ With a head full of pesticide
I got no plans and too much time/ I feel to restless to unwind/ I’m always lost in thought/ As I walk a block to my favourite neon sign/ Where the waitress looks concerned/ But she never says a word/ Just turns the jukebox on/ And we hum along
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| Friday, August 5th, 2005 |
| 10:00 pm |
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| Monday, June 13th, 2005 |
| 11:58 pm |
For special people only
This is what i have to avoid, I must not put in strangeness where there is none. I think that is the big danger in keeping a diary: you exaggerate everything. You continually force the truth because you're always looking for something. --Jean Paul Sartre
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